It was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn’t have something in the first place. I guess that’s what disappointment is- a sense of loss for something you never had.

― Deb Caletti, The Nature of Jade

And it’s Easter!

It was a beautiful Sunday to wake up to, minus the weird dreams that woke me up at 4ish. Still, I went back to bed and woke up again right in time for church. It was nice:) prayerful and lovely.

I just miss being with the family, with grandmama whipping up delicious food to celebrate this occasion and us kids messing around, as what we usually do. Still, to have a friend to celebrate this day with is indeed a blessing.

I had a brunch invite to this lovely lady’s house. It was so much fun, having someone like mummy to talk to and share ideas with. How I miss you so, Mother. The food was fantastic and we kinda wished to have husbands who were chefs and all that. Just one other small condition on top of many many others.

Yea, yea. I was supposed to study and catch up with all the reading for school but no, I just couldn’t. Perhaps later, with that boy I adore as company. :)

The mochi’s in the oven, baking away and the cheesecake’s in the fridge with the jam setting on top. It’s been a glorious baking weekend:D And a lot of binging too. From the dear one’s cupcakes to the cheesecake to the chocolates to the mochi, I really hope I don’t become an overnight diabetic.

:D 

This desire to govern a woman — it lies very deep, and men and women must fight it together…. But I do love you surely in a better way then he does.” He thought. “Yes — really in a better way. I want you to have your own thoughts even when I hold you in my arms.

― E.M. Forster, A Room with a View

A Room With A View & Hey Midterms

So, school’s in full swing and everyone is pretty riled up with classes, assignments and the more than mundane daily routine of waking up in the wee hours of the morning after having long long nights. Not much fun really…

Still, there’s always the cause for celebration and laughs and relaxation. A couple of hours ago, she went to watch a brand new musical, ‘A Room With A View’. Finally, a proper break, away from school with him:) It was nice, the musical did a fine job but it was not the best they’d seen. It was charming and all especially the portrayal of the British prudishness and chivalry.

Highlights of the evening included loud police sirens, a dreadful accident and the severe wet wet rain. Soaking wet, we managed to get home and do some (minimal for her) work done.

It’s almost 2 am now. She tried singing but her critic has it that she really can’t sing. It’s devastating but a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do: sing in the shower. Oh well.

Maybe she ought to go to bed. yawnnn… 

nights love. xoxo